I have to be...

I have to be their rockTheir perfect lil girlWho does no wrong They already have a rebellious sonWho dares to dance on the wild side But my innocence is slipping away And I feel the dance coming on myself.

Summer

Its getting late and all I can think about is how much I dont want to go to sleep. If I go to bed now morning will come all to soon and I have nothing to wake up for. I hate school and most the people there. I dont spend enough time with the people I love. Today was boring as hell and lonely. Kelly and Ali didnt come to school leaving me feeling shitty and alone. Sad to think that it has come to this point. Im ready for summer......

Untill I Die

In a world full of people....who am I trying to impress?

Endless

Feel the acid burnPull fragile me from every which wayHurt me Kill meTell me you love everything about meI take it like a punch in the stomach Brutal lifeAnd crul painI like the way I look on the inside Slap my faceI will wear your hand print with Pride. Follow the blood that swirls down the drain She told me toTold me it was a good painAn escapeThats what I am searching for That hidden rabbit holeLed me into the twisted dream And leave me there.I cant find my way outSo live in this never ending dreamThis is my night mare.

Break Me

Cruel conversation With chance of phone callsMold my black heart Make me think im missing something greatHurt me Make the tears comeI should know betterI should know that I will be broken in the end.

A Poem For My Parents

Hide me away Tell yourself im fineMy blood spills Im tired and Im coldWith rested legs that walk on I will come home in the end.

Sorrow

Feel the ache Like you feel the killIts buried in my heartThe journeys to long, so give up nowIt will just end up breaking up in the end Mascara drown tear With clenched fistsThis night it will never end For the pain only escapes in my sleepAnd its to early for bed Tomorrow is another dayBut I can already tell That I will be sorry again When darkness falls.

Blah

Today was another bad day. I was in the mood to write so I did. It left me with lots of poems so deal with it!

Empty

I was "sick" this morning so I didnt make it to school. Although I did find time in my dad to go and get my hair cut. Its nice to have it short again. I hurt right now, I feel empty, drained. It takes a stronge person to stand alone in a crowd of once frieneds. I cant be that person. I see myself slowly sitting down.If I supposably have so many friends, then why do I still feel so alone?I thought to myself, I sleep so much now to escape reality that if I never woke up it would be a blessing.