Empty

I was "sick" this morning so I didnt make it to school. Although I did find time in my dad to go and get my hair cut. Its nice to have it short again. I hurt right now, I feel empty, drained. It takes a stronge person to stand alone in a crowd of once frieneds. I cant be that person. I see myself slowly sitting down.If I supposably have so many friends, then why do I still feel so alone?I thought to myself, I sleep so much now to escape reality that if I never woke up it would be a blessing.