I tried to ...

I tried to feel alive.... I hurt from the inside out.

Where d...

Where does the light mix with the dark..... Im hurt that she takes control, That I cant come home until she says, Hunger eats at the lining of my stomach, Tears fill up behind empty eyes, And maybe if I sit really still They would overflow into my lungs And I would drown. She took every picture of me off the fridge. Now the lecture. Why do I get punished for his mistakes Why do I get the evil eye? Silence overpowers my body As I plan my next step. That knife looks so fucking inviting Stay away... I must warn you that I am not right

Try to forget

Poison kills this colored heartAs my mind slips into a bright spinMy eyes fight to stay wideAnd my hands they gripDrink from the bottle Till u can see the endAnd the pain is gone Only till my stomach turns As this toilet bowl is my only friendTears because I let you downAs you say it will be alrightAnd memories that blur into the night