Bottled up Feelings

Feeling a lil disconnected from the world.I feel like crap and the week isnt over yet. Time is moving slow and I am starting to feel run down.I miss my old life. I am sorry. I am so so sorry to everyone I have hurt. The last time I listened to this song I was in Hawaii. I remember that because we were driving and I was watching the waves crash along the shore. The sun was setting and I was thinking about him.That seems so long ago. That was when I had my old life. No that was when I began to lose my old life. I cry now on the inside. I feel as if I have had to start living all over again. So disconnected. I see the people that I once knew, I see them everyday. Its harder though with the people that I dont get to see anymore. Its hard to reconnect. This is just my sarrow And this is my sorry