This is Life

Scream out loud. No one will hear. A voice trapt within these walls you have built. So strong so no one can get in. Play to pretend. Live life in a dream. Is that living or are you just alive? Shrink me. I can use the help. Lift this weight off these tired shoulders. Tell me again. Tell me you miss me. I have only these memories. I just need to know that someone cares. Who ever you are, where ever you are will you step forward soon? Mend my heart. I dropped it, letting shattered pieces fall. Call me more than once, letting me think you care to feel. I only wish I was there with you. I want us. It could never be. The game would end. I wouldnt find it fun. Sick, twisted. Write to me. Why now? You are happy. I hate knowing that she can feel your love. Do you know that she stopped caring? I never did. So why her? I understand. Mix my cuts with salt and feel the burn. Touch the hot wax turn cold. Lonely when with company.12/14/03